Shit...I've been having so many thoughts for a while.
I guess the one partial question I keep asking myself over and over again is "IS IT POSSIBLE..." So many things keep coming up that I keep asking myself that question.
I'm in love w/Lamont. Like deep serious love with him. I want to spend the rest of my life w/him. Many moons ago when I went through my crazy roller coaster ride of a relationship with Cory I told myself, as all women do when they go through heartbreak, that I would "never love again". Of course once again, life and experience proved me wrong and here I stand w/the love bug. I have no problems loving. It's beautiful! It's what I love most. I love LOVE! All aspects of it. The ups, the downs, the laughs, the frowns. EVERYTHING. Loving Lamont though is so different. Loving him almost feels like a job. Loving him sometimes is so hard. Is it possible after such a short period of time from meeting and knowing each other can love set in? I want to tell myself yes.
